it really really hurts a lot...it's not tat i dun wan to see u...but everytime i see u,i would feel very very sad...i did everything i could to win back ur heart but nth seems to be working...): yes,u given me a lot of chances b4 and i didn't cherish it...it's becos i'm very scared of losing u and will never get u back agn...i found out tat the way i did things was totally wrong...yes,it's too late lerh...but i really learnt my lesson lerh and never gave up on u b4...you jux dunno how much it hurts...i did wat i could...all i hope is for u try agn tat we'd be happy together dehr...idc if u scold me,hate me or watsoever...i never ask for anything else...yes,we're still young now,but i'm tinking perfectly okay...i nvr regretted anything...but only regretted wat i did wrong...yes,i noe u dun care abt me or wat,cos we're frens now and u like treating it like nth happened? idk...but whenever u're sad,i'd always be there to cheer u up...i jux really dunno wat to say lerh..it jux really hurts inside...); damn lot...
haiz...shall continue with post anyway...went to school...had assembly...discipline check,went back class...then went to all the classes to collect consent forms...shadn't elaborate...then lesson...recess...cme...mr neo showed us the camp photos and videos(: after tat lesson...then break then folk dance...was cheer-up(: then after tat went back home...lois accompanyed...thanks for being listening ear though i didn't tell u everything...then reached home,bathed and now using com...shall end the post here...guys,i noe u meant well...thanks,but i jux really couldn't cheer up...

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